Blonde

I lost my post from yesterday, my mac died halfway through. I'll post it tomorrow, for the meantime. Omg. Lady Crush hello!
I, like much of australia, envy this woman. More than words can possibly describe.

Understandable? I think so.

Wednesday

And here it is. I don't miss this feeling. Lost control.

Yes, exactly like that

Oh summer

Just quietly, I am petrified of going on holidays in 10 days. To the beach.
It's a daily struggle. I am barely holding on to my sanity..
And as much as I don't want to spiral back into this, I can feel myself being pulled.
Such a repetitive cycle. You never fully recover. It lingers.
This has manifested itself in my life.

Happy 2010!

I have consumed copious amounts of alcohol over the past three days and nights.

I wouldn't say it was too wise an idea, but it's been amazing.

Farked trains, lovely bus driver, desperate catholic school girls, steve, befriend a desperate catholic school girl, grazed knees, cab sprinting, boo boo, nice cabbie, overpriced entry, shithead bouncers, 'drunk' sober friends denied entry, sluts vomit on shoes, guy from newport, pretending to be swedish, pretending to be english, fur coats, social sidewalk, 29 year old man named Ash, a game of 20 questions, Crystal crystal crystal, cigarette butt burns, nachos, booze, ched sandwiches, jelly fights, spilt coffee, more booze, cravats, alot of boobage, alot of booty, fairy bread, 4am swim sessions, (and more booze), several casualties, abit of smashed glass, animal ears, 5am spaghetti meals, pussywinkles, barely conscious beings...
Crazy crazy nights, with the best company.